♥♥♥Me AnD mY b0i l0vE sT0Ry♥♥♥

May 6th, 2009 by hearttrasher

My l0ve st0ry start’s when I mEtshinRi0 and We bEcaMe fwendz 2 yrz aG0!!!

Itz fun to Be hiZ fwend and t0 bE with HiM…I haVe shAred a l0ts 0f ThinGz wIth hIm

eVen mY luv Pw0blemZ bef0re,he is s0 nIce t0 mE. naH kHit siNusuNgiTan k0h Xa bef0re d Xa nGiVe-Up, andaminG ChaRaCtEriStIcZ nah maGkapArEhu kMi s0 I ThiNk we wEre c0mpAtibLe. He is s0 TalEnTeD And I aM s0 Pr0uD 0f HiM. JaNuAry 17, 2009 When We B0th C0nSider oUr selves AsGF’s AnD BF’s. AnD n0w aS my BFwAlA nQ mhihilinG Pah… He change my Life, khiT mga pniNiwlA k0h bnaG0 nia

Im so thaNkful t0 haVe hIm as My BeZtfWenD bef0re and of couRse as My BF,he Is mY adViser pGngluluk0 ak0h…KhiT ngigicnG n C TiTa KkTwa nMin pG ngUsaP Kmi X ph0NE mGdmaG 0k Lng kHit NppGliTaN nXa At Ak0h 0k LNg…An0tHer thing iZ bNag0 nia ak0h D nAk0h nGbBIsY0. kal0g aT aLanG kwenTanG anAk Kxi AQ!!! BuT I fIniSheD my CollEGeas aScholaR t0inx!!!i Am S0 thnkFuL to haVe Him iN mY LiFe…kHiT kAl0g At mSungit XA mNxaN l0vE k0h Yn…KhiT cel0s xa nG cel0s X Mga ta0nG d Dpat Pgcel0san l0ve K0h pDin yn.Ai prehaZ plA kmiNg sel0s0 At sel0sa..XD: ShiNRi0 is mY LiFe. We Ca nT deny naH miNxAn mY mgA arGuMentxanD MixUnDerStanDIngz BuT We Can FiXed iT we L0ve each 0thEr AnD we Both Kn0W ThaT…A ScreM0 b0i And A scene gIrL will Be t0gEthEr F0reVer…Bxtah I l0Ve my ScReam0 B0i Verymch!!! He’s EvErytHinG t0 Me….and n0tHing CaN d0 as Part….I LUV U SHINRI0!!!

♥♥♥Br0ken bc’0Z of U!!!!♥♥♥

September 2nd, 2008 by hearttrasher

i l0ve u s0mcH… and u know that!!! it seems s0 hard for me to m0ve on…

for ol tHE tHinGz u did…i nknow ur so happy ryt n0w with s0me onE u l0ve!!!

i’am still hoping that someday u’ll realize h0w mch i l0ve u!!!!

but u d0nT care bout whaT i feel!!!

i dnT know wht t0 d0!!!

damn t0 l0ve u still!!!

suCkZ t0 think u evey nyt b4 i g0 t0 sleep!!!

this is the thingz i wnt u t0 remember n0 matter wHt happenz

♥♥♥i l0vE u and I will l0ve u still!!!♥♥♥

(+_\\)this p0ems is for u!!!!

♥♥♥The Darkness of Depression♥♥♥

The sunshine of my happiness,

Weaker than that of others,

Never as bright as it should be,

Never as right as it can be,

The darkness of my depression,

Leaves a scolding impression,

Stronger than my Sunshine,

Defeating the best thing that’s mine,

The darkness of my depression,

I can feel it reaching,

My very sunshine,

It is breaching,

The great darkness of depression,

The very best at deception,

It tricked me into thinking it was gone,

The mood change has just begun,

The Darkness of depression,

Step one – Anger to hide my weakness,

Step two – All happy memory gone,

Step three – Sadness explodes out like a bomb,

Angel

Sleep my fallen angel
lay down next to me
hold my hand and close your eyes
and fall into a deep sleep
try to never wake up again
embrace your eternal dreams
and they will hide you from reality
so far away….
to never let the pain touch your soul
sleep my fallen angel
sleep, sleep forever
your silent cry that i hear every night
i have felt your loneliness
and the soft tears that you weep and hide inside your broken heart
let them fall
let them drown inside my cold soul
to taste your fears
feeling grace so deep inside you
so deep that you are lost in the dark
and yet again you surrender to shadows
and let yourself fall into their embrace and you still let their cold touch to venom your soul
close your eyes and sleep my fallen angel

A sad emo girl story

thnkz for everythinG hare krishna maple cle0fas!!!

i l0ve u s0mch!!!!

lUvHuRtZ!!!!

♥♥♥Br0kEn Bc0′Z oF U♥♥♥

September 2nd, 2008 by hearttrasher

i l0ve u s0mcH… and u know that!!! it seems s0 hard for me to m0ve on…

for ol tHE tHinGz u did…i nknow ur so happy ryt n0w with s0me onE u l0ve!!!

i’am still hoping that someday u’ll realize h0w mch i l0ve u!!!!

but u d0nT care bout whaT i feel!!!

i dnT know wht t0 d0!!!

damn t0 l0ve u still!!!

suCkZ t0 think u evey nyt b4 i g0 t0 sleep!!!

this is the thingz i wnt u t0 remember n0 matter wHt happenz

♥♥♥i l0vE u and I will l0ve u still!!!♥♥♥

(+_\\)this p0ems is for u!!!!

♥♥♥The Darkness of Depression♥♥♥

The sunshine of my happiness,

Weaker than that of others,

Never as bright as it should be,

Never as right as it can be,

The darkness of my depression,

Leaves a scolding impression,

Stronger than my Sunshine,

Defeating the best thing that’s mine,

The darkness of my depression,

I can feel it reaching,

My very sunshine,

It is breaching,

The great darkness of depression,

The very best at deception,

It tricked me into thinking it was gone,

The mood change has just begun,

The Darkness of depression,

Step one – Anger to hide my weakness,

Step two – All happy memory gone,

Step three – Sadness explodes out like a bomb,

Angel

Sleep my fallen angel
lay down next to me
hold my hand and close your eyes
and fall into a deep sleep
try to never wake up again
embrace your eternal dreams
and they will hide you from reality
so far away….
to never let the pain touch your soul
sleep my fallen angel
sleep, sleep forever
your silent cry that i hear every night
i have felt your loneliness
and the soft tears that you weep and hide inside your broken heart
let them fall
let them drown inside my cold soul
to taste your fears
feeling grace so deep inside you
so deep that you are lost in the dark
and yet again you surrender to shadows
and let yourself fall into their embrace and you still let their cold touch to venom your soul
close your eyes and sleep my fallen angel

A sad emo girl story

thnkz for everythinG hare krishna maple cle0fas!!!

i l0ve u s0mch!!!!

lUvHuRtZ!!!!

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September 2nd, 2008 by hearttrasher

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